Jul 13, 2004 21:51
i just got home from the mall...i made my mom stay home tonight instead of going to the nursing home so that she could take me to modeling/acting class and then to the mall to go shopping for convention but by the time that she got there i was feeling an all time low... i have never felt that disgusting i had been shopping all day with these drop dead gordeous models... every time i looked in the mirror i felt so gross and disgusting... like im the fatest ugliest thing on the face of the earth and i started crying in the dressing room... my poor mommy she is so great she made me feel alot better about myself.. and guys do me a favor and dont let me get involved in something like this again, feeling this bad about myself cant feel good, nip/tuck time... ill catch you all later