Polylicious Realizations
Last night and tonight I have begun to realize slowly how fantastic a relationship without possessiveness or jealousy can be. I had not expected that it was possible for me. It's a very pleasurable sensation, actually, to be able to have fun and be intimate and yet talk about our other relationships without that hot, heart-pounding, throat-twisting feeling of hurt.
I really like both of them, and I really want them to be happy, with me and together. If that means days apart, by all means. Have fun, giggle over private jokes, cuddle, be happy. It's good to be happy. It's... freeing.
I'm not sure how I'll feel as things continue to progress, but I really hope it stays this way. I'm not used to being without those feelings, and I did not realize how heavy they were until they dissipated.
I don't know what to do with myself but breathe freely. Oh man, I really wish I could walk in Colorado right now. Miles of stars and night wind. There's nothing better than to breathe freely.
I really like both of them, and I really want them to be happy, with me and together. If that means days apart, by all means. Have fun, giggle over private jokes, cuddle, be happy. It's good to be happy. It's... freeing.
I'm not sure how I'll feel as things continue to progress, but I really hope it stays this way. I'm not used to being without those feelings, and I did not realize how heavy they were until they dissipated.
I don't know what to do with myself but breathe freely. Oh man, I really wish I could walk in Colorado right now. Miles of stars and night wind. There's nothing better than to breathe freely.