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im gettin tired of planning out everything im going to say to you. no matter how many times i repeat em in my head, i always screw it up any way. why wont you ever say whats wrong? dont you realize taht were here!?! why do you have to be so fucking complicated, its not only hurting you. its hurting us too. spcially me. you need help, and its here for you, why cant you see that? it will help. we dont care what it is, we just want to help you. we love you. i love you. i always meant every word i said. just talk to me, stop hiding shit. its gonna build up and yopull kill yourself from it, trust me. just let it out. let me help. let us help. you know we can help you. why dont you let us??? thats what were here for. at least tell us what we can do to help. just say something. please, let me know. your killing me. i love you too much.
FUCK!!!!!!
FUCK!!!!!!