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it seems like alot of the friends i had made over the summer and last year are like abondoning me. some of them arent and im makin better realtionships with them like kelly knapper and sean deforest, but others seem like they totally want to forget about me. it seems like theyre embarassed to kno me or somethin. like is there somethin i did wrong and its goin around and everyones hatin me cause of it?? well if theres somethin i did, im soory and FUCKIN TELL ME! it really sucks losin friends that u really wanna have realtions with and u have no idea why they left. specially ones that looked out for you, and helped you when you had a problem. well fuckin thanks alot. if u want me dead or beat up, just do it i dont care. everything is so messed up right now, a coma doesnt sound so bad. but i guess there is one advantage to have no one pay attention to me, like in this crap and myspace, i can say watever i want and no one will notice. kool huh?