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lately I've been mulling the situation about me and kate over and over in my head and it's hurting me...I want to hold her and love her even pay some fucking attention to me...I like don't even really want to talk anymore..not on live jourhnal I mean at all..I just feel like everything is so futile....someone help me I want love...I feel really alone....dejected suits my feelings for the last few weeks..and belive me I have been trying to be happy and get over it..It will take time I know i know I've been through this more times than i care to admit...but i think Kate could be the best thing that happened to me you know?