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[thechinesecurse]

Paranoia sucks.

Just...nights like tonight, when I come home and I feel, I'm sure, I know everything I said was wrong and everyone was disgusted with me and I...just...they're so glad I finally LEFT and....

I don't know if I was actually being annoying, or just have low self-esteem. Or both.

*rolls eyes* *headdesk* NYAARGH.

Comments

[dryad_duinath]

either way, everyone's allowed one of those once in a while.

[thechinesecurse]

...I just posted! There was a reply right away! ZOMG...it's like someone gives a crap.

*dance of glee*

[dryad_duinath]

well, I don't usually because we're in different you know. time zones. But look! there you are!

...don't usually get to reply right away, I mean. rest assured, the giving a crap is pretty much constant.

[thechinesecurse]

Timezones are for the weak. IT ARE THREE IN THE MORNING, I ARE TOTALLY AWAKE.

...I can has cheeseburger?

[dryad_duinath]

go to, my precious! try not to pass out with your face in the plate. *is helpful*

[thechinesecurse]

I'm precious *beams*

The sad thing is, I really am awake. Maybe a little tipsy, but awake. I have my very own magic timezone that doesn't match the rest of the country. And I have LOTS OF CHOCOLATE. Yum.

[dryad_duinath]

very precious. *pets*

well, when you have chocolate, being awake is not a bad thing at all! it is a good time for eating, I think. possibly I should consider eating as well, but I need to decide on something because of the rinsing thing. Snacking is a bad idea with the hole in the tongue! Also, the smoking. *clings*

[chaosvizier]

You are precious. As is chocolate. As is your cute little country, with all its orcs and hobbits and magical lions and polar bear chariots. Stay chipper, young lady! All is still well!

[thechinesecurse]

Everyone is awake! I am filled with wide-eyed wonder! And exclamation marks!

Mmm, polar bear chariots. There's nothing like watching an epic fantasy battle scene and thinking, "Hey, that's a point...we haven't had a picnic THERE for a while."

I finished work sometime after midnight,

and now...the conclusion!

and then I fell asleep in front of my keyboard, and woke up long enough to crawl into bed, and then work called me with zomgdisasters, and I went to spend ridiculous numbers of hours at work, and now I'm home again. A lot after midnight.

Oh, what a thrilling life I lead.......