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school starts tomarrow. this week has been good to me, it wasn't a hassle to do anything , it was just what i needed, a chance to rest and kick back. but now apparently that is over. back to endless dictating rants and the many many things i will have to write and say and express to find myself ready and complete by the end of two months. i dunno, we had a week, but for some apperent reason , it just wasnt enough. its never enough. but thats fine i guess, i wish i didnt have so much to think about. But i guess i really dont have a choice, i never really have a choice in these kinds of things. my mind is always at a constant, no matter if i'm talking, sleeping, awake, or bored,there will always be something to think about. its just lately, i've been thinking about the most randomious things possible, things that couldnt possibly make sense, but what are you going to do. i went to the beach on friday, it was ok, i hadnt been in a long while, the water was cold, but fun, dani sorry about your glasses but your awsome lady. i wrote alot. mainly short stories. i dunno what it is about a short story that makes me want to keep writing. but what ever it is, its working. i went to slipknot saturday, that was exciting. it was what was expected, it was a great show. i imagined they would get alittle crazier though, but never the less. lamb of god were amazing, really really good. but thats about it really. i didnt do to much, i went to my cousin's soft ball game and watched her play, i kind of liked her friend, she was cute, and nice,but i doubt she was interested, so ......wow i really dont have much to say so i guess i'll write later.