Author:
thecheshirekatt Title: Lost Love Notes
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kira/Renji
Warnings: First thing I've written in forever :p
Summary: Izuru gets in some trouble when he does not secure his love notes well enough.
Disclaimer: I do not own bleach or its characters. This is purely for my fun and enjoyment, as well as for others to enjoy. I make no money from this.
Renji, you have always been my friend, but in my heart you have become so much more to me over the years. I feel that I am finally able to tell you my true feelings, and tell you that I... Izuru let the pen trail off of the page. Nothing seemed to come out just right, even when he wrote it down, and practiced saying it in his head. He folded the little unfinished love note, and tucked it into his uniform for safe keeping. “I just don't think I'm any good at this, maybe I'll just keep it to myself. No reason for Renji to know that I feel anything more than friendship and comradery for him.” he sighed to himself. That wouldn't do, and deep down he knew that, but he just was not ready to consciously admit it.
It was getting late, and Izuru finally decided to leave his little office and take the long way home so that he had a chance to clear his head. The night was crisp and clear, a truly perfect spring evening being just warm enough to where one could wander to and fro, and get lost in thought. He walked just quickly enough to get away from the main roadways in soul society, tonight was a night for quiet self reflection, and he was in no mood for a companion, or an annoyance.
After wandering a few hours, Izuru finally landed on his doorstep. Heaving a sigh, he entered the modest dwelling, going straight to his room, closing the doors behind him. He pulled out a small box from his dresser, and opened it carefully leafing through its contents. All of the half finished declarations of love and small notes of admiration were bundled into this small space. “I don't know why I even keep all of these things, they're really of no use or help...” as he thought this, he reached into his uniform to retrieve the evenings failed attempt at professing his love to Renji. A shock of panic shot across his usually calm demeanor as he searched where the note should have been. He quickly tore through his clothes, searching desperately for the small piece of paper. The somewhat slow and terrifying realization dawned upon him that he must have lost it on his long trek home.
Barely even pulling his uniform back on, Izuru shot out of his room, out the door, and into the streets that he had traversed earlier. The desperate search lasted until dawn when Izuru realized that the note was gone. He could only hope that no one had found it, and that it had blown into a body of water and disintegrated. Exhausted and frazzled, he made his way home to perhaps get some sleep before he had to head back to his little office, and start the day all over again. As he approached his home, his heart sank to see the door open, had he left it that way when he had rushed out earlier? He certainly didn't think he had.
Slowly, he entered the dwelling, peering around the door into his living room only to see Renji sitting at the table with his precious, and very secret box. All he heard was “Oy Kira san! What is all thi....” before he promptly fainted.