its never worth the pain....sometimes it is?

[thecheffster]

One of the hardest parts about being a Crab is that you tend to hold onto feelings with your imaginary claws like foods that are well past their date of expiration. The nostalgia of these old feelings can turn sour as unexpressed emotions turn into resentment. It's time to go through your emotional pantry and throw out the old stuff. Don't recycle it; just toss it. Then, open up the current feelings before they, too, expire.
todays horoscope.

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fuck.
drama with linda and jared...
and im being way too god damn emo.
i think i need to hang out with my best friend captain. but then i think that and get even more emo because i feel liek all ive been doing is drinking my problems away again and thats fucking stupid.

i hate myself :-) which is awesome!

i miss elliot more than anything. fuckin.....aghhhhhh!