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What follows is nothing more than the emo rant I need to get out so that I can hopefully fall asleep. I'd just stop reading now if I were you.
You either don't know anything about this, or you know exactly what you're doing. I fear that it's the latter, because that means that you have planned out cheating on me. If that's the case, it means you've also already cheated on me, and I've been dumb enough to take you back. If I find out that's the case, then it ends this time. I will never want to talk to you again, and I will hope that you rot in hell with the rest of the sociopaths.
If you really are just retarded, well.. then that can be fixed, but only if you want to fix it. That means believe me, which is something you seem keen to never do. You always want me to be wrong, and I truly hope it is because you are blindly naive and really do only hope for the best. I hope he tries something, and I really hope you tell me about it and agree to not see him anymore. I wants to sleep with you, and you are letting everything fit into place to allow that to happen. You aren't willing to stop the setup... so hopefully you are willing to stop the actual event.
I'm not happy with you, because I can't trust you, no matter how hard I try. I should just break up with you, because this isn't healthy. But I keep holding out to this hope that maybe, maybe, you'll eventually realize that I'm worth turning down every other guy.
Or maybe I'm not.
You either don't know anything about this, or you know exactly what you're doing. I fear that it's the latter, because that means that you have planned out cheating on me. If that's the case, it means you've also already cheated on me, and I've been dumb enough to take you back. If I find out that's the case, then it ends this time. I will never want to talk to you again, and I will hope that you rot in hell with the rest of the sociopaths.
If you really are just retarded, well.. then that can be fixed, but only if you want to fix it. That means believe me, which is something you seem keen to never do. You always want me to be wrong, and I truly hope it is because you are blindly naive and really do only hope for the best. I hope he tries something, and I really hope you tell me about it and agree to not see him anymore. I wants to sleep with you, and you are letting everything fit into place to allow that to happen. You aren't willing to stop the setup... so hopefully you are willing to stop the actual event.
I'm not happy with you, because I can't trust you, no matter how hard I try. I should just break up with you, because this isn't healthy. But I keep holding out to this hope that maybe, maybe, you'll eventually realize that I'm worth turning down every other guy.
Or maybe I'm not.