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Personal Rant. If you read this and don't understand it, sucks to be you. I just needed to get it out.
What bugs me the most, is that I would never know. I thought I'd be able to handle it and just deal, but with this recent change, I am having a much harder time with it. I wouldn't be able to be too upset; after all, I said I would understand. Ugg... fuck yeah I would understand... just as much as anyone in that position could.
I got asked a good question last night. How long would I be like this for? I honestly can't answer that, but the real question is, is it worth it to deal with this for long enough? So far, I want to say yes. In fact, I have and am saying yes... but I know that it is just going to get harder as time goes on... espcially in a couple of months.
I knew going in that this would be a tough situation. I have no one to blame but myself. I would be exceptionally happy though, if everything did work out for the best.
Completely unrelated, I have had this for 3 and 1/2 years.... wow.
What bugs me the most, is that I would never know. I thought I'd be able to handle it and just deal, but with this recent change, I am having a much harder time with it. I wouldn't be able to be too upset; after all, I said I would understand. Ugg... fuck yeah I would understand... just as much as anyone in that position could.
I got asked a good question last night. How long would I be like this for? I honestly can't answer that, but the real question is, is it worth it to deal with this for long enough? So far, I want to say yes. In fact, I have and am saying yes... but I know that it is just going to get harder as time goes on... espcially in a couple of months.
I knew going in that this would be a tough situation. I have no one to blame but myself. I would be exceptionally happy though, if everything did work out for the best.
Completely unrelated, I have had this for 3 and 1/2 years.... wow.