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Jun 24, 2004 18:41

I seem to make no progress but I know I am getting somewhere.
DDR had to make me realize that if you over-analyze then you will go no where and sometimes fall flat on your ass.
I played Max 300 over and over again hoping to get it down pat...from looking at my score, I saw that it kept decreasing. This boggled me to annoyance then the game annoyed me so I turned it off but when I went to play it after I got some rest from it, I did tremendous! Weird! I guess it's just the fact of my brain being FRIED from staring at the screen. I am surprised I haven't had seizures yet.
It feels so great not to be doing drugs anymore. It is definately the gateway to escape reality which is why they are so hard to quit. Your so use to this fake reality and fake emotions that when you quit, you jump back into the realization of truth and facts that you escaped to get out of anyway. But I can't say I blame anyone who does drugs.....especially for living in a place like Mobile where there is all but ANYTHING to do. Having a band keeps you busy enough though to not worry about those things.

I've quit smoking......even though I get occasional weekly cravings and a little tense, it is only just a hump in my life that I will soon be over. I thought I'd be way over 21 before I saw this. I have started respecting my body by not putting dangerous and harmful things into it. There is a reason behind it too.

Wallace will not play at CASA Friday instead of Mental Notes. Although Whim changed our name to Nick and the Dicks....I choose to stick with Wallace instead.It's simple and straight to the point......what point that is I do not know cuz our band has no point. But maybe we're JUST a point.

HOLLA!
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