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You know, YOU can never really change a person. Kinda blows but in the end, it's a great thing. People change because they want to change for themselves and nothing else. We are like foundations of a house. We are all pretty stable and we all have similar qualities. The difference between everyone is what goes on top of the foundation.
It's pretty tough getting to realize who you really are and what is really important to your life. Sometimes, you have to realize that everything isn't going as you planned. You have to change directions. Kinda like majors in college. If you don't enjoy majoring in Chemical Engineering and you are failing your classes, why don't you just switch to something that you might actually like, even if that might be micro-biology with a minor of psychology.
You kinda of dis-engage from everything and try to start a new path. Why waste time on something that you just don't enjoy and love.
Life isn't always dandy and happy. Low times are always going to happen. How are you suppose to take the low times as well as the high times? Both happen so what makes one different from the other. Tears of Joy and Tears of Sadness, both tears none the less right? So why should tears of Joy be enjoyed just as tears of sadness should be?
Damn, this is just ranting and raving.
Why do some people just leave old friends behind? I figured it out. It is because they dont' want to be in the same crowd as their old bad habits. Sad but true. It's just like if my best friend started to smoke and then I lit one up with him also. We smoke for a few years and he's the one that starts me off. I quit so I decided that I can't hang out with him because if I hang out with him, he will influence me to smoke. Will power you may ask? Maybe it is just because some people have weak will power. Whatever.
I talk a lot but come to the conclusion that there are people who will go on and on and on about whatever the hell that they are talking about. Whatever. If it makes them happy, then why the hell are you going to crush their hopes and dream? What does it do for you? You are a cruel man. Very.
Oh yeah, I'm trying to come up with a new name for myself. Maybe like a pen name.
This is just like english junior year. What I am saying and writing here is a stream of thought. Damn, i just want to go crazy and do something that I have never done before ever in my entire life.
Screw you. Thank you
Odd entry isn't it. I'd like to think it was one of my greatest.
It's pretty tough getting to realize who you really are and what is really important to your life. Sometimes, you have to realize that everything isn't going as you planned. You have to change directions. Kinda like majors in college. If you don't enjoy majoring in Chemical Engineering and you are failing your classes, why don't you just switch to something that you might actually like, even if that might be micro-biology with a minor of psychology.
You kinda of dis-engage from everything and try to start a new path. Why waste time on something that you just don't enjoy and love.
Life isn't always dandy and happy. Low times are always going to happen. How are you suppose to take the low times as well as the high times? Both happen so what makes one different from the other. Tears of Joy and Tears of Sadness, both tears none the less right? So why should tears of Joy be enjoyed just as tears of sadness should be?
Damn, this is just ranting and raving.
Why do some people just leave old friends behind? I figured it out. It is because they dont' want to be in the same crowd as their old bad habits. Sad but true. It's just like if my best friend started to smoke and then I lit one up with him also. We smoke for a few years and he's the one that starts me off. I quit so I decided that I can't hang out with him because if I hang out with him, he will influence me to smoke. Will power you may ask? Maybe it is just because some people have weak will power. Whatever.
I talk a lot but come to the conclusion that there are people who will go on and on and on about whatever the hell that they are talking about. Whatever. If it makes them happy, then why the hell are you going to crush their hopes and dream? What does it do for you? You are a cruel man. Very.
Oh yeah, I'm trying to come up with a new name for myself. Maybe like a pen name.
This is just like english junior year. What I am saying and writing here is a stream of thought. Damn, i just want to go crazy and do something that I have never done before ever in my entire life.
Screw you. Thank you
Odd entry isn't it. I'd like to think it was one of my greatest.