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so its been long enough to necessitate another post...enough has transpired...i guess ill start with school
school stuff:
- nothing has changed with my health professions loan, i still owe them money
- pretty sure we're not building the caddies in manu class...weve worked with plastics (mold injection and forming), resin (to make paperweights), and the last few classes we've worked with robots :D def like doing that...its challenging...cant believe they cost 18-21 GRAND just for one of those things...and doc has two
- turned in my teacher interview paper (interviewed mrs dc for it, it was cool to catch up with her about everyone that was in our classes back in hs)...dk how i did on it yet...dr capone said she would get them back to us monday
- anthropology...yeah...about that...
- methods - completely beasted my 8 minute microlesson...went over by four minutes, but everyone seemed to like it and i think it went pretty well
stayed up til 4am this morning making sure i had a final draft of the lesson plan for doc to look at and to make sure my critique was done...cuz it was due tuesday, but because he never got HIS critiques back to us, he told us just to have it ready for today...so i stayed up til four, got up around 845 to get dressed and head out the door...went to the comp lab, printed everything out...in the process i get a text from sarina going "where is everyone?" and i said that i was printing out my shit next door...so i finished and then went to wait with her...so we wait and wait and then joe shows up at five past...and we wait some more...ten past rolls around, i mentioned that i was gonna give doc ten more minutes before i split...we're talking about whether or not class was probably cancelled or if he sent an email blah blah blah and i was like, fuck it, ill check it just for shits and giggles...sure enough, he sent one saying we werent having class because he was sick...i was pissed...like, i ALMOST stayed in bed because i was tired but was like, no. youve already missed enough and all your stuff is done, go to class...THE ONE DAY. honestly, so heated.
so i came home in the rain, got comfortable in bed, and slept until about 2...then i get had a conversation with - - - - about religion and faith and being tested, etc...it was a good conversation i think...idk, we dont usually talk much about serious things, so it was nice to just go back and forth about a topic for a while...i was trying to get my head around the idea of something having complete faith in something else existing...and i still dont think i do understand it...idk, maybe im not meant to...maybe some people are just predetermined to not believe in something higher than the human race...if that's the case, i think im one of those people...i just havent, at any point, ever felt a presence in my life other than my own and the people around me on this earth...as i type this, - - - - and i are talking about it again...he is coming for a visit later in the month for thanksgiving...should be interesting because things with his ex didnt work out (who called that one?)...
had a dream about him today...was weird...i was wearing multiple pairs of pants in the front hallway of this house he and some roommates had for the year on his campus...and i was trying to figure out what pair to wear with his basketball jersey...so im stripping down and putting them back on...but the white pair was kinda see through cuz i looked down and was like, oh hey im wearing pink underwear, i think i need another pair of pants under these lol...then i was like, trying to get across campus to get to the bus i was taking on my way home...but it was like, this HUGE bus that had like, costumes and a soundsystem on it...because in order to ride the bus, you had to sing a song...and you didnt have to worry about being kicked off the bus if you could sing the song and the pianist couldnt guess what song it was (its funny because i know exactly where in my conscious something like this came from...i was listening to HJYs stump the dj this morning on the paul and al show lol...and the whole basketball thing came from ppl's updates about the game between uri and ric that happened...and the song i chose to sing on the bus [when i finally did choose one] was "you oughta know" by alanis morrissette, something i had listened to last night)...was cool though, because in the dream, everyone on the bus started singing along, kinda like the lunch scene in "my best friend's wedding" with julia roberts lol...
anyway...haley has a new boyfriend, werner...he seems nice and they seem like they really care for each other...theyre cute in all their pictures together...he has a nice voice and he's cute...im glad she seems so happy...and we all get to meet him at thanksgiving because he's coming with us to auntie cynthia's house...i cant wait to have HAM on thanksgiving hahaha...
im wearing pretty cool socks today...my mom looked at my feet and was like, those are different hahahahaha
I HAVE A NEW PHONE :D and i love her to death...im trying to get ppl to give me suggestions for names...she needs one cuz she's so damn gorgeous :P
OH...SPEAKING OF GORGEOUS (he's not, but towards the end, i think youll see why i thought of this at the prompt of the word)...this will make you doubt the intelligence of the human race, or at least one individual in particular...the new manager at ginos, chris, is cute...idk if i had mentioned that, but he is...so i had mentioned it to paul and told him to talk to him about me and talk me up, you know, just in an offhand way...so paul was like, what do you think of her, and i guess chris said something along the lines of, "if she wants it, she can come get it"...so i left him my number...and he never used it...so i came back from the tournament we played up in maine (update about that in a bit) and decided to swing by the restaurant to see if anyone was there...it was just him...so to make a long story short, i stopped in and ended up helping him close the restaurant for the night because he had a lot of stuff left to do...and then when we both left, he mentioned that he had my number and i said something joking like, yeah but you never use it...and he was like, well im not too busy at the end of the week, maybe ill use it then...so i was like, okay...
thursday rolls around, nothing. friday rolls around, nothing. so i texted paul at like 7 or 8 i think...and was like, i dont think chris is interested in me at all cuz i havent heard from him...so paul texted me back saying "yeah...about that." and i was like, what what did he say? he didnt like me stopping by saturday night, did he? and he was like, no its not that...i just think he's too young for you (meaning immature)...and i was like, why what did he say/do...and paul was like, dont worry about it, but def dont waste your time...so i showed up monday after my class got out and was like, hey whats up...and paul was like, nothing much blah blah blah and so basically paul told me chris was a prick because of something he said but he wouldnt tell me because he didnt want me to get mad or say anything to chris...so i was like, alright...so i got my food and then was about to leave and paul was near the delivery door...so i tapped on it from the outside and made the "come here" motion with my finger and he came outside and i was like, paul you really need to tell me what he said...and he was like, okay...
apparently friday night, chris was sched'd to close but absolutely _refused_ to because he had a date...so paul ended up closing...so around eight pm, chris was like, alright i -gotta- get outta here, i have a date to get ready for...and paul was like, oh so youre going out with kait tonight? and chris goes, no, someone else...and paul goes, oh so whats the deal with kait then...and chris goes, "you have to be a ten to rock my world, and she's just not measuring up"
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* * *DOUCHEBAG ALERT* * *
IM SORRY THAT THE ONLY TIME YOU HAPPEN TO SEE ME IS WHEN IM EITHER WORKING ALONGSIDE YOU AND I LOOK LIKE HELL BECAUSE IM TIRED AND IN MY WORK UNIFORM OR WHEN IM ON MY WAY TO SOMEPLACE ELSE AND LOOK LIKE HELL BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT WORK AS MANY HOURS AS YOU, I HAPPEN TO BUST MY *ASS* DURING THE 30 OR SO HOURS THAT I DO HAPPEN TO WORK, UNLIKE YOURSELF, SO IM TIRED AS ALL HELL BECAUSE IM GOING TO SCHOOL ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE SO ILL BE ABLE TO LEAVE THE SHIT JOB IM AT WHEN I HAVE A DEGREE INSTEAD OF STAYING THERE WORKING SHITTY HOURS FOR SHITTY PAY.
ALSO, WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO SHOW UP IN THE OUTFIT I WAS WEARING FOR ALISON'S BIRTHDAY AT VIVA? BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE I WAS DANCING WITH SOME GUY THERE WHO DIDNT KNOW ME FROM A HOLE IN THE WALL, BUT PROCEEDED TO GRAB MY HAND AS I WALKED PAST HIM ON MY WAY FROM THE BAR...AND THEN, WHILE DANCING WITH SAID GUY, ANOTHER GUY DECIDED THAT I WAS FINE ENOUGH TO RISK OFFENDING THE ONE I WAS WITH TO ASK ME IF I WANTED TO DANCE WITH HIM...PRETTY SURE THAT MEANS I WAS ON MY A-GAME THAT NIGHT DUDE. SO STOP BEING SO FUCKING SUPERFICIAL AND JUDGEMENTAL WHEN CLEARLY, YOU HAVE NO IDEA OF THE WOMAN I AM. CALL ME WHEN YOU DO, AND THEN, I CAN HAVE THE SATISFACTION OF TELLING YOU, "SORRY SWEETHEART, BUT I ONLY LIKE TO DATE PEOPLE WHO ARE AT LEAST A SEVEN, AND HAVE A BRAIN...AND YOU JUST DONT MAKE THE CUT FOR EITHER QUALIFICATION"
would love to watch his jaw hit the floor on THAT one. :D
.....
in other news, im just about positive nin and i arent friends anymore...the sad thing is, while im kind of sad about it, i really am kinda over it...she just pulled a classless move at the dinner that she and alissa treated me to for my bday cuz they couldnt make it to block island on my actual bday and so i really didnt feel like cluing her in on anything that was going on in my life anymore...because clearly she was going to judge me for my decisions, no matter what my intentions in them were...basically she said that it was MY fault that we didnt talk when she was out in cali for two months and that i let boys rule my life and my emotions...sorry, im not having that...maybe the latter has SOME truth to it, but not as much as she was claiming, and she def had a phone in cali...she could have used it to call...i was being polite because i knew she was out there trying to find a job (or so that's what i was told) and didnt want to disturb her, heaven forbid, during a damn interview...
so that's that. unfortunate, but part of life i suppose.
idk what time i started this, but i pretty much went through half my playlist on itunes (yeah, there's only like 18 or so songs on there, dont worry lol) twice...so im guessing its kind of been a while...and its almost quarter past two...should probably hit the hay soon...
night all, see you in another half a month :P
school stuff:
- nothing has changed with my health professions loan, i still owe them money
- pretty sure we're not building the caddies in manu class...weve worked with plastics (mold injection and forming), resin (to make paperweights), and the last few classes we've worked with robots :D def like doing that...its challenging...cant believe they cost 18-21 GRAND just for one of those things...and doc has two
- turned in my teacher interview paper (interviewed mrs dc for it, it was cool to catch up with her about everyone that was in our classes back in hs)...dk how i did on it yet...dr capone said she would get them back to us monday
- anthropology...yeah...about that...
- methods - completely beasted my 8 minute microlesson...went over by four minutes, but everyone seemed to like it and i think it went pretty well
stayed up til 4am this morning making sure i had a final draft of the lesson plan for doc to look at and to make sure my critique was done...cuz it was due tuesday, but because he never got HIS critiques back to us, he told us just to have it ready for today...so i stayed up til four, got up around 845 to get dressed and head out the door...went to the comp lab, printed everything out...in the process i get a text from sarina going "where is everyone?" and i said that i was printing out my shit next door...so i finished and then went to wait with her...so we wait and wait and then joe shows up at five past...and we wait some more...ten past rolls around, i mentioned that i was gonna give doc ten more minutes before i split...we're talking about whether or not class was probably cancelled or if he sent an email blah blah blah and i was like, fuck it, ill check it just for shits and giggles...sure enough, he sent one saying we werent having class because he was sick...i was pissed...like, i ALMOST stayed in bed because i was tired but was like, no. youve already missed enough and all your stuff is done, go to class...THE ONE DAY. honestly, so heated.
so i came home in the rain, got comfortable in bed, and slept until about 2...then i get had a conversation with - - - - about religion and faith and being tested, etc...it was a good conversation i think...idk, we dont usually talk much about serious things, so it was nice to just go back and forth about a topic for a while...i was trying to get my head around the idea of something having complete faith in something else existing...and i still dont think i do understand it...idk, maybe im not meant to...maybe some people are just predetermined to not believe in something higher than the human race...if that's the case, i think im one of those people...i just havent, at any point, ever felt a presence in my life other than my own and the people around me on this earth...as i type this, - - - - and i are talking about it again...he is coming for a visit later in the month for thanksgiving...should be interesting because things with his ex didnt work out (who called that one?)...
had a dream about him today...was weird...i was wearing multiple pairs of pants in the front hallway of this house he and some roommates had for the year on his campus...and i was trying to figure out what pair to wear with his basketball jersey...so im stripping down and putting them back on...but the white pair was kinda see through cuz i looked down and was like, oh hey im wearing pink underwear, i think i need another pair of pants under these lol...then i was like, trying to get across campus to get to the bus i was taking on my way home...but it was like, this HUGE bus that had like, costumes and a soundsystem on it...because in order to ride the bus, you had to sing a song...and you didnt have to worry about being kicked off the bus if you could sing the song and the pianist couldnt guess what song it was (its funny because i know exactly where in my conscious something like this came from...i was listening to HJYs stump the dj this morning on the paul and al show lol...and the whole basketball thing came from ppl's updates about the game between uri and ric that happened...and the song i chose to sing on the bus [when i finally did choose one] was "you oughta know" by alanis morrissette, something i had listened to last night)...was cool though, because in the dream, everyone on the bus started singing along, kinda like the lunch scene in "my best friend's wedding" with julia roberts lol...
anyway...haley has a new boyfriend, werner...he seems nice and they seem like they really care for each other...theyre cute in all their pictures together...he has a nice voice and he's cute...im glad she seems so happy...and we all get to meet him at thanksgiving because he's coming with us to auntie cynthia's house...i cant wait to have HAM on thanksgiving hahaha...
im wearing pretty cool socks today...my mom looked at my feet and was like, those are different hahahahaha
I HAVE A NEW PHONE :D and i love her to death...im trying to get ppl to give me suggestions for names...she needs one cuz she's so damn gorgeous :P
OH...SPEAKING OF GORGEOUS (he's not, but towards the end, i think youll see why i thought of this at the prompt of the word)...this will make you doubt the intelligence of the human race, or at least one individual in particular...the new manager at ginos, chris, is cute...idk if i had mentioned that, but he is...so i had mentioned it to paul and told him to talk to him about me and talk me up, you know, just in an offhand way...so paul was like, what do you think of her, and i guess chris said something along the lines of, "if she wants it, she can come get it"...so i left him my number...and he never used it...so i came back from the tournament we played up in maine (update about that in a bit) and decided to swing by the restaurant to see if anyone was there...it was just him...so to make a long story short, i stopped in and ended up helping him close the restaurant for the night because he had a lot of stuff left to do...and then when we both left, he mentioned that he had my number and i said something joking like, yeah but you never use it...and he was like, well im not too busy at the end of the week, maybe ill use it then...so i was like, okay...
thursday rolls around, nothing. friday rolls around, nothing. so i texted paul at like 7 or 8 i think...and was like, i dont think chris is interested in me at all cuz i havent heard from him...so paul texted me back saying "yeah...about that." and i was like, what what did he say? he didnt like me stopping by saturday night, did he? and he was like, no its not that...i just think he's too young for you (meaning immature)...and i was like, why what did he say/do...and paul was like, dont worry about it, but def dont waste your time...so i showed up monday after my class got out and was like, hey whats up...and paul was like, nothing much blah blah blah and so basically paul told me chris was a prick because of something he said but he wouldnt tell me because he didnt want me to get mad or say anything to chris...so i was like, alright...so i got my food and then was about to leave and paul was near the delivery door...so i tapped on it from the outside and made the "come here" motion with my finger and he came outside and i was like, paul you really need to tell me what he said...and he was like, okay...
apparently friday night, chris was sched'd to close but absolutely _refused_ to because he had a date...so paul ended up closing...so around eight pm, chris was like, alright i -gotta- get outta here, i have a date to get ready for...and paul was like, oh so youre going out with kait tonight? and chris goes, no, someone else...and paul goes, oh so whats the deal with kait then...and chris goes, "you have to be a ten to rock my world, and she's just not measuring up"
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
* * *DOUCHEBAG ALERT* * *
IM SORRY THAT THE ONLY TIME YOU HAPPEN TO SEE ME IS WHEN IM EITHER WORKING ALONGSIDE YOU AND I LOOK LIKE HELL BECAUSE IM TIRED AND IN MY WORK UNIFORM OR WHEN IM ON MY WAY TO SOMEPLACE ELSE AND LOOK LIKE HELL BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH I MAY NOT WORK AS MANY HOURS AS YOU, I HAPPEN TO BUST MY *ASS* DURING THE 30 OR SO HOURS THAT I DO HAPPEN TO WORK, UNLIKE YOURSELF, SO IM TIRED AS ALL HELL BECAUSE IM GOING TO SCHOOL ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE SO ILL BE ABLE TO LEAVE THE SHIT JOB IM AT WHEN I HAVE A DEGREE INSTEAD OF STAYING THERE WORKING SHITTY HOURS FOR SHITTY PAY.
ALSO, WOULD YOU LIKE ME TO SHOW UP IN THE OUTFIT I WAS WEARING FOR ALISON'S BIRTHDAY AT VIVA? BECAUSE IM PRETTY SURE I WAS DANCING WITH SOME GUY THERE WHO DIDNT KNOW ME FROM A HOLE IN THE WALL, BUT PROCEEDED TO GRAB MY HAND AS I WALKED PAST HIM ON MY WAY FROM THE BAR...AND THEN, WHILE DANCING WITH SAID GUY, ANOTHER GUY DECIDED THAT I WAS FINE ENOUGH TO RISK OFFENDING THE ONE I WAS WITH TO ASK ME IF I WANTED TO DANCE WITH HIM...PRETTY SURE THAT MEANS I WAS ON MY A-GAME THAT NIGHT DUDE. SO STOP BEING SO FUCKING SUPERFICIAL AND JUDGEMENTAL WHEN CLEARLY, YOU HAVE NO IDEA OF THE WOMAN I AM. CALL ME WHEN YOU DO, AND THEN, I CAN HAVE THE SATISFACTION OF TELLING YOU, "SORRY SWEETHEART, BUT I ONLY LIKE TO DATE PEOPLE WHO ARE AT LEAST A SEVEN, AND HAVE A BRAIN...AND YOU JUST DONT MAKE THE CUT FOR EITHER QUALIFICATION"
would love to watch his jaw hit the floor on THAT one. :D
.....
in other news, im just about positive nin and i arent friends anymore...the sad thing is, while im kind of sad about it, i really am kinda over it...she just pulled a classless move at the dinner that she and alissa treated me to for my bday cuz they couldnt make it to block island on my actual bday and so i really didnt feel like cluing her in on anything that was going on in my life anymore...because clearly she was going to judge me for my decisions, no matter what my intentions in them were...basically she said that it was MY fault that we didnt talk when she was out in cali for two months and that i let boys rule my life and my emotions...sorry, im not having that...maybe the latter has SOME truth to it, but not as much as she was claiming, and she def had a phone in cali...she could have used it to call...i was being polite because i knew she was out there trying to find a job (or so that's what i was told) and didnt want to disturb her, heaven forbid, during a damn interview...
so that's that. unfortunate, but part of life i suppose.
idk what time i started this, but i pretty much went through half my playlist on itunes (yeah, there's only like 18 or so songs on there, dont worry lol) twice...so im guessing its kind of been a while...and its almost quarter past two...should probably hit the hay soon...
night all, see you in another half a month :P