Life Always Seems Worse In the Moment
Have you ever felt like just cursing out your lungs? I feel really weird about life right now. I’m in a field that I don’t know that I like. Although school is going well, I just don’t know if something else will make me happier. My social life is really awkward. I don’t have a specific plan or group that I hang with I just float. My whole life feels like I’m floating. Improv, something that I loved doing and gave me an outlet has become something that makes me frustrated. My relationship with God is I haven’t given myself over to him. I am curious about the partying lifestyle and release. I need a bible study or some conversations of substance. I am unmotivated to do my work. The only reason to do well in school is to do well. But life will change and so will I. That may be one of the most comforting truths about life. I changes and we all GET to experience different things.