Aug 24, 2005 22:20
Wow, I haven’t updated this in a long time. (Like anyone really wants to know). Anyway, This summer was filled with drama. Not bad social drama, but a series of emotionally demanding things tat I define as drama. All in all a good summer. But the point I am at now is kinda lonely, lost, and broken. But I don’t want pity. I don’t need anything. Sometimes the best way to really fix something when you don’t know what is wrong with it is to break it then fix it. Relationships, friendships, Religion, Morality the meaning of life, what to do for a job, everything has been questioned. The most it can be.
There were nights when I was just flat out done. Then I came to school. It’s ok. I wish more people lived in the house. I wish I saw people more, but at the same time I like the fact that I will be alone more.
My Summer (The Positive):
I was "FUCK!, We are so fucking far away from home!" at one point.
Lots of Coffee Cartel visits.
Lots of Fun.
Giggly
One thing that has occurred to me hardcore here is that I love my parents, I love college, and I love my friends. And that’s about it.