Jun 15, 2005 21:03
THIS IS THE WORST I HAVE FELT IN A REALLY LONG TIME. I had to break up with Lauren. I know it hurt her and that hurts most of all. Maybe this was really bad timing but I think it is for the best. Its for the best. Lauren, ... I feel bad. My stomach turned. I had to scream all the tenseness out of my body. I had to beak it off with a person and that hurts. I don’t like it. . Dating serves a purpose. Dating is temporary then comes a point where it becomes more or goes away. Either IT is there or it isn’t. I hated doing that. But tomarrow is another day, and the sun will still rise. Hopefully wounds heal quickly. Don’t cry. That kills me. Don’t cry.