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Hello journal,
I hate birthdays and mine is coming up and I can feel the depresion, the distaste and the usual 'feel bad for myself' type of crap creeping up on me as I type this. Yes, this may be a bit 'pity party'-ish for you all so dont read on but what the hell more am I suppose to do for people? Hell, I give out my car to my husband and stay at home, I friggin do everythign ever asked of me, I extend myself to people and if you ever needed me, truly, I am always there ..nada. I know alot of people but only a few select I call friends and that is because they dont ask anything fo me but it would be nice to hear from them once in a friggin while. Whatever happened to "Thank you" or "Hey, whats up?" or "What are you doing this weekend"? I am starting to believe the rumours going around that people only kiss ass to those that can do something for them.
***********This is not aimed at anyone in particular, I just hate birthdays**********
I hate birthdays and mine is coming up and I can feel the depresion, the distaste and the usual 'feel bad for myself' type of crap creeping up on me as I type this. Yes, this may be a bit 'pity party'-ish for you all so dont read on but what the hell more am I suppose to do for people? Hell, I give out my car to my husband and stay at home, I friggin do everythign ever asked of me, I extend myself to people and if you ever needed me, truly, I am always there ..nada. I know alot of people but only a few select I call friends and that is because they dont ask anything fo me but it would be nice to hear from them once in a friggin while. Whatever happened to "Thank you" or "Hey, whats up?" or "What are you doing this weekend"? I am starting to believe the rumours going around that people only kiss ass to those that can do something for them.
***********This is not aimed at anyone in particular, I just hate birthdays**********