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May 31, 2006 15:57

Well, I was making something on my computer today, like I so often do, and reveling in the fact that I got off work with a fresh, new, laminated CPR/Lifesaver card tucked into my pocket when it hit me that my hubby was leaving for work himself. Now, we have all been in love before, we are not children and we will never be so carefree again but I digress....It hit me that we hardly see each other anymore then THAT got me to thinking that he doesnt desire me sexually because I am fat and then THAT got me to thinking he should divorce me and be with someone stripper-type skinny, highlighted hair and all that and then I looked up to see him staring at me saying "Why are you standing there staring at me, honey??" and I couldnt help but smile a bit, shake my head and shrug my shoulders. Sometimes I worry too damn much. I guess I just havent been feeling good about myself. I mean, I love my job but I think everyone's nerves at IKEA are on edge because we are all so snippy, sleep-deprived and just tired so i just figure that I am an unattractive mess. Anyways, here is an example of some of the stuff I do on Photoshop CS, the names on it are for an RPG that a friend of mine runs and the players wear these avatars







Well, those are just 2 out of hundreds I have done and are about to be done but I wanted to show you what i mean when I discuss some of the stuff I do here at home. No one makes money off of the images or anything like that. For me, its just a creative outlet. Anyways, I'm off like a prom dress *waves*
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