Okay, I suck.
After having a bout of warm weather then have it revert back again to cold I have decided that I am officially no longer enjoying winter.
I am finding it difficult for me to get a job. I mean, I need one and secretly want one but I just am too indecisive. I get all socially anxious about going out there and looking. I find the whole process to be hard to go through. I get so nervous that I just can't do anything. I just can't push myself to do it. I know that some of you out there think that this problem can be fixed easily that I should just bite the bullet and go out there, but I am so nervous about this that I literally need someone to force me to go out the door.
It sucks when you know all of your follies and faults in life but you are unable to do anything about it.
I am finding it difficult for me to get a job. I mean, I need one and secretly want one but I just am too indecisive. I get all socially anxious about going out there and looking. I find the whole process to be hard to go through. I get so nervous that I just can't do anything. I just can't push myself to do it. I know that some of you out there think that this problem can be fixed easily that I should just bite the bullet and go out there, but I am so nervous about this that I literally need someone to force me to go out the door.
It sucks when you know all of your follies and faults in life but you are unable to do anything about it.