A farewell of sorts.

[thecamoninja]

As is pretty obvious about my schedule for the past few months, I don't plan on updating my Livejournal much anymore. Most of the folks that I've kept in touch with this, I keep in somewhat touch with via facebook, and ... Well... I just don't have a whole lot I want to post on this anymore.

I'm sorry if this affects anyone negatively, I encourage you to get in touch with me via other means. I will check in occasionally, though I don't promise to be regular with such check ins.

And, as seems approperiate, I leave you with lyrics. These seem relatively approperiate to my life at the moment. (I am a sucker for Piano-Rock Ballads)


I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep, and I can't see straight.

My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled like a U-shape
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.

Proped up by lies and promises,
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe it's time, I saw the world.

I'm only here for awhile
Patience is not my style
And I'm so tired, that I gotta go.

What am I supposed to write now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

You tell me that I should stick around for you
You tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go.

I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone, just to pick me dry.

I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do, and I don't know why

I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the mist and placebos
I don't really mind, if I just ... fade away.

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired, that I gotta go.

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through!

You tell me I'm a part of history
You tell me I can have it all
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go.

Yeah
I'm still too tired to care, and I gotta go.
- Stone Sour