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I don't know how to describe how I'm feeling. I guess you could say strange. Maybe it's because I feel sick. I'm not sure. I don't really mind school, but it's kind of boring. I don't like a lot of people. I mean, society as a whole is embarrassing.
There's this one girl in particular that bugs me. I don't know her at all or anything. I've seen her around and she has processed blonde hair, boobs that I know are fake along with a shirt to show them, and 200 dollar jeans. She wears her jeans so low that you can see her thong. I was in the bathroom today and I think she used the word like every other word and then I think to myself, "What is wrong with society?"
I don't normally think like this, but I'm noticing little things that just are embarrassing in particular and it just annoys the heck out of me. I guess that's the only way to put it.
Then there are those personal things that I would love to confront to people, but I can't manage to anymore because everything always seems to become my fault. Then when I say stuff like that, I realize I don't have much confidence and life seems pretty shitty. But then again, lifes pretty good at the moment. I don't have to deal with the people I don't want to deal with. I guess, I don't really know what I want in life. I want change. I wish I could talk about it with people too. But I can't. I don't have my "three friends" or "best friend" to confide in like most people brag about. At least it seems like it to me.
I think I'm going to stay home sick tomorrow.
There's this one girl in particular that bugs me. I don't know her at all or anything. I've seen her around and she has processed blonde hair, boobs that I know are fake along with a shirt to show them, and 200 dollar jeans. She wears her jeans so low that you can see her thong. I was in the bathroom today and I think she used the word like every other word and then I think to myself, "What is wrong with society?"
I don't normally think like this, but I'm noticing little things that just are embarrassing in particular and it just annoys the heck out of me. I guess that's the only way to put it.
Then there are those personal things that I would love to confront to people, but I can't manage to anymore because everything always seems to become my fault. Then when I say stuff like that, I realize I don't have much confidence and life seems pretty shitty. But then again, lifes pretty good at the moment. I don't have to deal with the people I don't want to deal with. I guess, I don't really know what I want in life. I want change. I wish I could talk about it with people too. But I can't. I don't have my "three friends" or "best friend" to confide in like most people brag about. At least it seems like it to me.
I think I'm going to stay home sick tomorrow.