eventful couple of days.. or something.

[thecaitlinroom]

he won't see me still, although he told me he would. i know the longer time goes on the easier it's going to be for him to not see me. it's um... making me upset. which is crazy.. because i was or i am over him. i just miss him.

i.. i don't know. i'm fucking confused about you. i can't tell if you're okay? or if you're upset. you told me you cared and shit. but you met someone. you're fine. you won't chill with me now. we fucked shit up i think. COOL.

uh you're driving me crazy. i hate being second best. and i haven't known you long so i don't expect anything more from you. but i just hate second best. i hope i'm not when school starts.

i got my lip pierced.
i chipped my tooth.
i lost my gas cap/found it broken.
i don't party anymore.
i only have my biffy.
uhhhh. that's my update.

i just want to fucking move on. please.