Dec 14, 2004 09:01
So, being slightly cryptic here, I need to get this out. I made a pretty long post yesterday, and it got erased. So now I'll have to a short version of it. For one I have been smiling more lately, which is something I don't do without reason. I do have a reason for it, which I really can't explain here. I will say that as of late, I had a good reason to. However, this won't last too long for a couple of reasons. For one, the environment is not as forgiving as one would think. Two, I need to work on getting my shit together a little more. I'm better now than I have been in sometime, but I still have a ways to go. Though as far as being happy, or at least for what makes me smile, I'm just going with the flow, feeling out the vibes yet I'm trying not to read too much into it.