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It's nice to finally have a boyfriend that I'm not afraid to have a relationship with. For those of you that haven't noticed, I'm not much for commitment and the word love scares the weezles out of my pockets. With this guy though, its different. I'm comfortable being around him and I have made sure that he has seen every side of me, yet he is still around. What makes me even more happy is the fact that we have our differences in what we believe, but we understand those differences and understand the beliefs that we have in common. Even better, for the first time EVER (ever) he told me that he loved me (in german might I add) and I don't feel pressured into saying it back and he is okay with that also. Plus, it doesn't bother me that he said it and means it. Any other time I would give it about two days and I was out of the relationship. The only reason it was two days was because I was trying to convince myself that it was no big thing. This time its kewl and it even makes me stary eyed. LOL
The only downfall is that he is leaving on the 19th to go to Illinois for college. I don't know how that will go, but if he's the kewl guy for me, it'll work out in the end. Even though I'll miss him like crazy, I'm happy he is going to fulfill his callling. It's pretty sweet...yeah.
So life's going pretty sweet right now and will remain that way for a long time. I've finally been made a cashier at Publix, but I need to find a second job with a decent pay. College isn't free. I'll start there in the spring. Right now I have to get those scholarships and grants in line.
I got a new car finally and it feels great not to have to wait on mom, Kelli, or Aaron to carry me around 24/7. Thanks y'all for the totes. Y'all rock.
Anywho folks...That's all from Noel's not so extravigant life. ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD....................PEACE OUT!!!!