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I love people. They make me feel good about myself. Today I think I will specifically pinpoint the people who have no lives at all. The ones who have nothing better to do than get into peoples business and then spread all the dirt they have on those people to anyone they can think of. Even more what makes me smile more is when they are like 30 and have a grudge against a bunch of teenagers so all they think about is "how can I get them in trouble". To all of you that this pertains to (not you Miranda or Missy) GROW UP!!!! GET A LIFE!!!
I have found that I life with no worries and all laughs is the best way to go. Civilization in general gives me all the laughs I need. For instance, people that say they hate drama and are tired of it then go and stir up a bunch of trash and then constantly say they hate drama, make me laugh. They are not getting anymore attention, but only causing people to slowly, but quickly, run away from them. I also love being honest. Like if someone thinks they have discovered info on you that you will lie and deny and they just know you will get in trouble, but then you say, "yeah, and...?" LAUGHS....
I also love surprises. Another example is my dad has told me over and over again that he will help pay for me to go to college, he will pay my car insurance till I am 19, he will pay for me to go to youth camp, and make sure that I have money to take to Peru with me. I was informed today that he is no longer going to do that because I have a job now that pays me $100 a week. These are the kind of surprises that I love because all I can do is laugh. These are the kind of surprises that cause you to have to change the course of your life, literally, so you can hopefully one day be something. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!
One thing I do hate though is text. It shows no expressions and I really don't think anyone that is reading this realizes how good life is right now. I haven't been this care free in a long, long time. It's great.
Thought of the day:
Have you ever stopped and thought about what rebellion is? if you chase it back to the source, or the cause, it is merely reaching the expectaions of others. Many think it is pleasing one's self by going against other's rules and laws, but in reality most people expect you to mess up. I wish many parents would understand how simple statements mean so much to their kids. If anf parents are reading this please attempt to listen to what I am saying. It may seem as though we are not listening to you and that we do not care what you have to say, but in reality we hear every word you say. Being a teenager in this day and time is nothing like it was when you were our age. We strive to be so different and to stand out sosomeone will see that we are not another face in the crowd. All it takes is one time to hear, "your just another teenager", or, "I know you'll do that because your a teenager" for us to say okay. Whether you realize it or not it is those simple statements that peirce our hearts like a nail. The first time I heard my mom say that, I said "Okay" and we haven't stopped arguing for the past year. It doesn't matter if you know that we will rebell and do things that are wrong . It doesn't matter what we have done wrong all along. What matters is us knowing that you believe in us and that you trust us. Know that we will mess up, but don't expect us to. Whether it is the truth or a straight up lie, let us know that no matter what we can come talk to you. Let us know that you know that we can make the right choice. Give us a chance to make that decision on our own. There wouldn't be half the problems that there are today if parents would attempt to see the source of there kids behaviour. All anybody wants to do today is get rid of the attitude, or change someone's behaviour. Nobody wants to take the time and look at what the cause is. I will never forget what it is like to be a teenager. I will never forget what it is like to not trust anyone. My kids will understand and know that no matter what I believe in them and only expect them to be happy. The kind of happiness that comes from achievement and success that they earn on their own.
Well, that's all for now...ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD........PEACE OUT!!!!