Damn
Damn I have graphics at 8:30 tomorrow. Jeanne's been in trouble and not just because of me. I feel bad that I talked all that shit about that kid Mike he seems like a nice guy and all I just get so jealous when it comes to Jeanne. It was nothing personal with him it's just that most people don't understand how we are. Jeanne has threatened to beat up a lot of girls I have hooked up with. I never cared either they didn't mean shit to me. I don't even know why I hooked up with them. The kid just came in at the wrong place at the wrong time. I'm just trying to work shit out and possibly spend my last few months here with my chicky mama. We will always be up and down but somehow it always works. I always tell her and she always tells me she'll always be my girl, even recently. She's been confused lately but she doesn't realize that she's the only girl I ever gave a fuck about and stuck with no matter what.Before her I wouldn't talk or whine like this. I never even talked to girls I hooked up with after I hooked up with them and if I did it's because I wanted more ass. I can't put up with anyone else's bullshit and no other girl will ever put up with mine. Even though I am going away to Florida next year Im not worried because I always promised Jeanne I'd take her with me. She always hated it here and I want to take her away from this shit.