Nov 14, 2005 21:14
I am studying for my physics exam that is tomorrow. Well actually right now I am writing a livejournal entry. I studied for a straight hour and I can feel myself getting a little distracted. So I decided to reward myself and take a break. Besides, i'm at a good break where I just finished covering the old material and am about to start the stuff that actually supposed to be on the exam. Funny thing about math and science is they're both culmative even if they aren't. I mean you learn the subjects like building a house, foundation and then levels. So I can't study the levels without understanding the foundation.
So a quick recap: my volleyball team won NESCACs which is our conference tournament. It was for the first time ever in school history. Then we went on to win the regionals, again for the first time ever. Tomorrow we are leaving for Virginia for the NCAA division three Elite Eight. I wish it wasn't during midterms.
Sometimes people surprise you. Most times it's not in a good way. I think I mean a lot more to people then I realize. I think I mean a lot less to people then I realize. I think it's hard to distinguish between the two.
I wish I wasn't so sure about not talking. I wish that it wouldn't be a betrayal of self. It's not a matter of pride, rather principle (not principal, although he is my pal) and a situation in which I could live with myself should I take another course of action. It's sad though. Odd. I just can't do it. I could, but I will forever choose not to. One action could fix it. Sometimes I feel as if people feel I'm more complex then I am. Sometimes I expect too much from everyone, including myself.
I can't wait for Harry Potter and Rent. Get pumped.
Alright, enough of this, back to studying.
I was never empty but somehow feel so much more full now.