Many of my friends and family...
...will never understand how much I love music. How much I appreciate art & design and wish to persue it. Many of them will live their entire life never have seen me doing what I love to do. I wish they could feel how I feel when I experience playing for a huge crowd. I wish they could feel how I feel when I make someone smile or laugh. I wish they could look at things the way I do, and at least get excited on the inside. Rarely is it that I get outwardly STOKED! but... I really get bummed when friends and family don't ever come see me perform... Although, when they do, I am so totally happy. I am here to make people happy and dance, because that's what makes me happy.
There are times when I am ticked off, angry, pissed, frustratied...times when I bitch, and vent...yeah, but all that goes out then window when I get to perform...Or when I am making an atempt at designing a killer flier...
At the same time, I don't always get to go out and see my friends perform, but I know how they feel when I am able to.
So to those friends who aren't in my shoes or in a similar situation, and do come hang out, and do go to my performances...you're more awesome than you know...