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So what would happen if I did something SO outrageous, so out of character that it would Almost seem that I were changing myself?
. . .I want to better myself. . .
I've been thinking, I'm not that healthy I eat A Lot (Damn you Adam) of unhealthy foods, I have No goals for the future other than well... NOT be in prison and be with Jessica doing that very thing. Short of that I got nothing...
So I've decided to make Three Goals; count'em three, uno, dos, tres, for myself to achieve by the end of the year 2007, all tax, titles, and fees and goal non-applicable if buy(me) is sent to prision. Offer is void where prohibited, see doctor if pregnant of lactating blood.
Numero Uno: Make myself Feel better about... Myself. That means eat better, exercise, vitamins, and at 6 o'clock today I have an appointment for the most dreaded of all dreads... Acupuncture Therapy!! BUM BUM BAAAA!! Physically I'm not so happy with me and I really want to improve my self image for both me And Jessica because if I feel better about Me then I'll be in better moods, more confident etc. and what girl wouldn't want the guy she loves to feel better himself and Look better in general?
Numero Dos: Place to live and a new COMPLETELY Functional car. Apartment soon then house later, Try to fix car now, new car later. How do I go about doing these things? I need to make more money, to make more money I need a better job. To get a better job I need...
Numero Tres: TO go back to school!! Come August 23rd 2007 I WILL be enrolled at at least Pima if not Better in something, ANYTHING. (Ed Note: This CLOSELY ties into Numero Uno but is not tied to his physical appearance or his current mind set so...) Maybe finally get back into my art, I loved drawing, painting, coloring not so much but hey? Why not?
Jessica, I know you Hate it when I try and change please stay with me as I try and climb out of the hole I've dug my mind into. I'm not changing for you to like me more, I'm trying to make it so that I can be better than the wreck I am. Don't lose the love you had/have for me like you did Hazel because of this. Can you blame me for anything I said? No this is for me to feel better about me and as long as you keep on lovin' me I'll keep trying to be the best god damn boyfriend you'll have :)
. . .I want to better myself. . .
I've been thinking, I'm not that healthy I eat A Lot (Damn you Adam) of unhealthy foods, I have No goals for the future other than well... NOT be in prison and be with Jessica doing that very thing. Short of that I got nothing...
So I've decided to make Three Goals; count'em three, uno, dos, tres, for myself to achieve by the end of the year 2007, all tax, titles, and fees and goal non-applicable if buy(me) is sent to prision. Offer is void where prohibited, see doctor if pregnant of lactating blood.
Numero Uno: Make myself Feel better about... Myself. That means eat better, exercise, vitamins, and at 6 o'clock today I have an appointment for the most dreaded of all dreads... Acupuncture Therapy!! BUM BUM BAAAA!! Physically I'm not so happy with me and I really want to improve my self image for both me And Jessica because if I feel better about Me then I'll be in better moods, more confident etc. and what girl wouldn't want the guy she loves to feel better himself and Look better in general?
Numero Dos: Place to live and a new COMPLETELY Functional car. Apartment soon then house later, Try to fix car now, new car later. How do I go about doing these things? I need to make more money, to make more money I need a better job. To get a better job I need...
Numero Tres: TO go back to school!! Come August 23rd 2007 I WILL be enrolled at at least Pima if not Better in something, ANYTHING. (Ed Note: This CLOSELY ties into Numero Uno but is not tied to his physical appearance or his current mind set so...) Maybe finally get back into my art, I loved drawing, painting, coloring not so much but hey? Why not?
Jessica, I know you Hate it when I try and change please stay with me as I try and climb out of the hole I've dug my mind into. I'm not changing for you to like me more, I'm trying to make it so that I can be better than the wreck I am. Don't lose the love you had/have for me like you did Hazel because of this. Can you blame me for anything I said? No this is for me to feel better about me and as long as you keep on lovin' me I'll keep trying to be the best god damn boyfriend you'll have :)