there is a light...
i just have to put a few things out in the open here:
1. my feelings for lisa aka xxlisaxx
2. what this means to me
3. where i go from here
first off, i just want everyone to know how i do actually feel about lisa. to me, she is one of the most important people in my life. she makes me laugh, she makes me feel "golden", she is increadibly attractive, she makes me smile just being with her. one major thing is that she means so much more to me that any one else i have ever been with. i love her with all of my heart.
secondly, this means alot to me. i think about her and everything she does for me and it means the world to me. my heart beats just that much faster when she is around, i can actually fart and not feel like a total jack-ass. (even though it smells, sorry lisa), i mean she still gives me shivers everytime she touches me... (i will spare all of you with the intimate details but things are good!). i really have just dropped off the planet with actually telling people how i feel about her and what she means to me... this shouldnt be the case!
finally, i have come to a conclusion. i am actually going to be using this thing again (well for those of you looking at thebrokentj 's journal then the journal will now be tim2240 ). im going to quit doing those stupid surveys and post about whats really going on in my life (i know you are all on the edge of your seat already!) but yeah, im doing it because if i write it, i will remember it! so thanks for your patience and lisa I LOVE YOU! :)
1. my feelings for lisa aka xxlisaxx
2. what this means to me
3. where i go from here
first off, i just want everyone to know how i do actually feel about lisa. to me, she is one of the most important people in my life. she makes me laugh, she makes me feel "golden", she is increadibly attractive, she makes me smile just being with her. one major thing is that she means so much more to me that any one else i have ever been with. i love her with all of my heart.
secondly, this means alot to me. i think about her and everything she does for me and it means the world to me. my heart beats just that much faster when she is around, i can actually fart and not feel like a total jack-ass. (even though it smells, sorry lisa), i mean she still gives me shivers everytime she touches me... (i will spare all of you with the intimate details but things are good!). i really have just dropped off the planet with actually telling people how i feel about her and what she means to me... this shouldnt be the case!
finally, i have come to a conclusion. i am actually going to be using this thing again (well for those of you looking at thebrokentj 's journal then the journal will now be tim2240 ). im going to quit doing those stupid surveys and post about whats really going on in my life (i know you are all on the edge of your seat already!) but yeah, im doing it because if i write it, i will remember it! so thanks for your patience and lisa I LOVE YOU! :)