Apr 25, 2007 19:32
Can he not see my pain.
Its driving me insane.
He can tell I care
Its so not Fair.
Im dieing inside.
Because Im lieing all the time.
I cry these tears
Because I cant stop living in fear.
You scar my heart forever.
Telling me it will get better.
You never seem to be there
Yet you say you care.
This is so hard to bare.
Still its so not Fair.
You seem not to care.
So do I dare?
To get my heart Broken.
And be Unspoken.
Or will I take my Chance.
And dance?
Can you not see me?
My eyes are filled with tears.
Can you not hear me?
I've been Crying all these years.
I'm afraid you see the little girl,
Not the bitch thats tough in every single way.
Only a select few have ever seen me at my worse,
Very few people have ever heard and seen me cry,
I apologize to those,
They are not your problem,
but mine,
But as strong as i look,
I have so many fears,
And as tough as i seem,
I've shed to many tears,
Because I can not stop living in fear.
poetry