more of me

Dec 19, 2011 19:53

THE WELL INSIDE STARTS TO BOIL
YOU FEEL IT YOU KNOW IT'S COMING
WHEN,
WHY,
EMOTIONS TAKE OVER
NOTHING EXISTS EXCEPT THE PAIN
LIFE CEASES TO MATTER
FILLING YOUR SOUL WITH FAMILIAR DREAD
YOUR MIND WITH UNEXPLAINED FEAR
HIDDEN RAGE AGAIN
IT MUST COME OUT
I WILL EXPLODE A RELEASE,
FIND A RELEASE
REELING FROM EMOTIONAL PAIN
I FIND A DIVERSION BEYOND FEELING
A WELCOME NUMBNESS TAKES OVER
ITS THERE,
A PLACE IN YOUR MIND
WHERE PHYSICAL PAIN HAS A VIRTUE WELCOMED,
CRAVED,
NEEDED
SOMETIMES SELF-INFLICTED
SOME TIMES SOUGHT OUT
ALLOWING CONTROL OF THE WELL
OF EMOTIONAL PAIN INSIDE
BRINGING WITH IT AN INNER SUBCONSCIOUS LEVEL OF PEACE
TORTURED MINDS FIND SOLACE IN THE SHATTERED PIECES IT CREATES.
NOW WE FEEL LESS FEAR
AFTER ALL NOW THERE ARE MORE OF US HERE.
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