Rory...I'm doin' Open Mic again tomorrow at the shop. I want you workin', or just plain there. I got somethin' you need to hear.
But 'till then...I messed up. I didn't stop to think 'bout you and the world you know. All I want's to be honest with you, to never hurt you...and I fucked that up royal. That kid...he was meant for you, and you for him. You 'n me...I dunno what we are, but it's changed me.
Phillip can give you everything, but he can never love you as much as I do. Whatever you think whatever y'all feel...he don't know you like I do, he never will.
You're the shield to my sword, Aurora. And I'm defenseless without ya.
He's not mine, Jed. I did...a horrible thing. He has a life and a love of his own. I betrayed you, and in the process made him betray her. There's no excuse for it, none whatsoever.
What I am is scared. Been scared since he showed up...scared that I was right all along that I didn't...have a right to ya.
You scare the hell outta me, Rory, 'cause I'd do it. If you chose him, if you wanted him...if it made you truly happy I'd let ya go. I'd die, I'd suffer, and I'd do it with a smile long as I knew you were safe and content. And now with this...thing I've turned into, I literally can't live without ya. What we do...how you sustain me...I can't ever do that with another human being, not in my right mind.
...sorry. M' here, doll, what's up?
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How did it go?
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Still, I realized how bad I screwed up, went over to Rain's place, an' drank myself into a coma. Not m'best idea ever.
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But 'till then...I messed up. I didn't stop to think 'bout you and the world you know. All I want's to be honest with you, to never hurt you...and I fucked that up royal. That kid...he was meant for you, and you for him. You 'n me...I dunno what we are, but it's changed me.
Phillip can give you everything, but he can never love you as much as I do. Whatever you think whatever y'all feel...he don't know you like I do, he never will.
You're the shield to my sword, Aurora. And I'm defenseless without ya.
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He's not mine, Jed. I did...a horrible thing. He has a life and a love of his own. I betrayed you, and in the process made him betray her. There's no excuse for it, none whatsoever.
Just...yell at me, be angry. Something.
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What I am is scared. Been scared since he showed up...scared that I was right all along that I didn't...have a right to ya.
You scare the hell outta me, Rory, 'cause I'd do it. If you chose him, if you wanted him...if it made you truly happy I'd let ya go. I'd die, I'd suffer, and I'd do it with a smile long as I knew you were safe and content. And now with this...thing I've turned into, I literally can't live without ya. What we do...how you sustain me...I can't ever do that with another human being, not in my right mind.
I ain't mad. I'm scared.
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But I love you more. So much that I've been physically ill, without the excuse of alcohol. Though if I'd thought about it...
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Maybe we all can both have a drink to steady us if you wanna come home tonight.
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