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I need a record player
I hate seeing my friends in bad situations. I wish i could save them. To a certain extent i try, harder than the situation warrants probably. It never works. Its always: whatever I'll do what i want. I'll learn for myself, as if i would be speaking from experience or something. I dont speak from experience, I speak from observation and things a little less subjective. I cant blame them though. I probably wouldnt listen either. But i call things like i see them and if i didnt i would be a bad friend. Even if it gets me in trouble, I'm going to keep doing it. Even if its misinterpreted I'm going to keep doing it.
But jesus, what the hell would i get out of it? If i were so self centered, how would any of this benefit me? It wouldnt, it would just be another headache.
This season is a drag. I want to be more effectual. I can think my way through anything but i cant keep anyone from having second thoughts. i cant be this hollywood romantic or this amazing writer or inspired songwriter or enlightened philosopher or this sharp-witted comic, and im sorry.
Youd think i could figure out something to say given enough time, but then again I just stared at the cursor for a good 10 minutes. Where are you dynamic personality? you need to be around here somewhere. Im not handsome enough to get by on my looks by themselves. How am i supposed to keep the people i love around?
I hate seeing my friends in bad situations. I wish i could save them. To a certain extent i try, harder than the situation warrants probably. It never works. Its always: whatever I'll do what i want. I'll learn for myself, as if i would be speaking from experience or something. I dont speak from experience, I speak from observation and things a little less subjective. I cant blame them though. I probably wouldnt listen either. But i call things like i see them and if i didnt i would be a bad friend. Even if it gets me in trouble, I'm going to keep doing it. Even if its misinterpreted I'm going to keep doing it.
But jesus, what the hell would i get out of it? If i were so self centered, how would any of this benefit me? It wouldnt, it would just be another headache.
This season is a drag. I want to be more effectual. I can think my way through anything but i cant keep anyone from having second thoughts. i cant be this hollywood romantic or this amazing writer or inspired songwriter or enlightened philosopher or this sharp-witted comic, and im sorry.
Youd think i could figure out something to say given enough time, but then again I just stared at the cursor for a good 10 minutes. Where are you dynamic personality? you need to be around here somewhere. Im not handsome enough to get by on my looks by themselves. How am i supposed to keep the people i love around?