If I was a professional cutter, tonight would be another night on the job

[thebrew221]

It's a few years ago, all over again. Complete with me sitting out and hating myself for it. I came real close to feeling worse than I have in a year, possibly more. So I'm really sorry to everyone there; I know I seemed like an anti-social bitch, but that's just how I am in big groups, and it's not like Bar Mitzvahs bring back great memories for me anyway. I know you all hardly noticed my lack or dancing after a while, or stopped caring, or atleast seemed to. And I definately don't mean that in any offensive way; I point no blame, it lies solely on me. I just wanted to apologize for sucking so hard.

On a different note, Saving Private Ryan is one of the best movies ever. More on that lately.