Sick of it all
Dimebag was murdered...i mean, not only was he my first inspiration to become a musician, but he was part of a band that helped me channel every bit of agression i've ever had. He will live on forever in my book...Respect, Walk.
I've got one thing in my life that i live for....and if it wasn't for that one thing, most of you probably wouldnt have even met me. it feels like it's being taken away from me slowly....and it's killing me...i mean, if this attempt to keep it going doesn't work...i dont want anything else.. I can't imagine myself without it.
Observation of life:
Friends are never what you want them to be.
People do not respect passion or wisdom anymore.
There is no common courtesy..it's a lie.
People do not really have a clue what life is until they experience it...sad thing is, half the people dont have a clue that they ARE experiencing it.
I have no real family
I have no real friends
I dont know if i care.
I dont do anyhting to hurt people...i mean, maybe i speak my mind when a thought or opinion comes to mind..but it's only because i am passionate about what i believe to be the truth. It seems though, that i get nothing but bullshit drama from people i barely know...
I WANT to cry.......but i can't =/.............maybe someday soon someone can hold me like i need to be held....and possibly show me that i do have friends. i know, and not because i'm throwing it in peoples faces,....but anyone that i've considered a friend for the past 5 years knows that i do whatever i can, whenever i can for my friends...but i'm sick of it being a one sided thing. Friends ...it's a mutual idea....
I've got one thing in my life that i live for....and if it wasn't for that one thing, most of you probably wouldnt have even met me. it feels like it's being taken away from me slowly....and it's killing me...i mean, if this attempt to keep it going doesn't work...i dont want anything else.. I can't imagine myself without it.
Observation of life:
Friends are never what you want them to be.
People do not respect passion or wisdom anymore.
There is no common courtesy..it's a lie.
People do not really have a clue what life is until they experience it...sad thing is, half the people dont have a clue that they ARE experiencing it.
I have no real family
I have no real friends
I dont know if i care.
I dont do anyhting to hurt people...i mean, maybe i speak my mind when a thought or opinion comes to mind..but it's only because i am passionate about what i believe to be the truth. It seems though, that i get nothing but bullshit drama from people i barely know...
I WANT to cry.......but i can't =/.............maybe someday soon someone can hold me like i need to be held....and possibly show me that i do have friends. i know, and not because i'm throwing it in peoples faces,....but anyone that i've considered a friend for the past 5 years knows that i do whatever i can, whenever i can for my friends...but i'm sick of it being a one sided thing. Friends ...it's a mutual idea....