You are the light... that's leading to me... to the place... where I find peace
It's Friday night and I'm sitting at home doing nothing after work. Some of you may think, "What a loser." I think: "What's new?"
Today could have been better. But then again, so could almost every other day of mine and everyone else's life. A life of perfection is unachieveable. Moments of perfection, though -- now those are possible. Pretty much all I've done all night is reflect on the list "perfect moments" in my life. They aren't all similar. Certainly, many of them are related. However, they space around to various points in my life, to various locations and with various people. I've come to realize that all of those perfect moments were, in no way, planned. They simply happened. That is why, in addition to striving for a life of perfection, even striving for those moments is rather unreasonable. Instead, I should simply enjoy the moments of perfection that I have lived through and hope that there are many more ahead. In the mean time, all I can do is continue to be myself and hope that keeps me going in the right direction for the time I have remaining in my life. There will be bumps in the road, as there are in all facets of life. I have to do my best, though, to learn from them all. I shouldn't let them take away from who I am. Rather, I should allow them to further construct my own identity. I guess I'll do that. It sounds like a good idea, anyways.
I wish each and every one of you only the best.
Today could have been better. But then again, so could almost every other day of mine and everyone else's life. A life of perfection is unachieveable. Moments of perfection, though -- now those are possible. Pretty much all I've done all night is reflect on the list "perfect moments" in my life. They aren't all similar. Certainly, many of them are related. However, they space around to various points in my life, to various locations and with various people. I've come to realize that all of those perfect moments were, in no way, planned. They simply happened. That is why, in addition to striving for a life of perfection, even striving for those moments is rather unreasonable. Instead, I should simply enjoy the moments of perfection that I have lived through and hope that there are many more ahead. In the mean time, all I can do is continue to be myself and hope that keeps me going in the right direction for the time I have remaining in my life. There will be bumps in the road, as there are in all facets of life. I have to do my best, though, to learn from them all. I shouldn't let them take away from who I am. Rather, I should allow them to further construct my own identity. I guess I'll do that. It sounds like a good idea, anyways.
I wish each and every one of you only the best.