Sep 19, 2004 00:04
Last night was probably the worst night of my life. I'm feeling like a complete dumbass and basically have thrown the past 2 years away. I guess it was bound to happen...everyone knows bobby as the fuck up anyway so i guess i just lived the life everyone had set for me. If you dont know what i'm talking about i had a pretty bad relapse yesterday, and even worse then that I let my mom know all about it. Every drop of trust I had is probably gone. I dont think this could of come at a worse time. I dont really care about anything anymore, You can say ive given up. No matter how hard i try i keep fucking things up, so i think i'm not even going to bother trying anymore. I'm just a straight up worthless waste of space.