Feb 16, 2006 21:08
Funny how the world works. It is. Just think about your day. Think about the cosmic power that has taken place as your day went on. Think about a good day you had. Think of a day months ago, when you were younger and things seemed right for five seconds. Imigine your best friend there. Now, imigine today. Today your best friend is not there with you. Where did they go? My best friends are in school many miles from here. Oh sure, I have new good friends down here. I have a new best friend. But what about then? What about a past makes you want to forget it all, as if it never happened? What could have possibly gone so wrong that you want to petend that it never happened? Why must life move on like this? Why does time not stop for the tired? Why must depression be such a huge thing in everybody's life? Why can't depression take a fucking day off?
Because.
Because life is just this way. There is nothing we can do about it. People die/change/leave/improve every second of every day and there is nothing we can do about it. Somethings will never change. Like our pasts. We cannont simply "erase" them. We are stuck with our choices and out paths. We are left with two things after a choice we have made in life: consequences and memories. How you deal with these things are your own fucking problem.
I've moved on with my life just like the rest of the fucking world.
I don't want to talk about this shit any more because it pisses me off.
Bump this.