Aug 17, 2004 12:49
i have been so fucked up latly. i havent gotten much sleep and im massivly depressed abotu college among other things. i know ill get there and ill love it but my mom said no car and im leaving all my friends at once and my job is gone and i just dont know what to do anymore. do i ever?
those are the 3 key things that have kept me afloat the past few years. my friends alow me to get away from my shit ass family, make me feel like im home when i not. without my car i would have never had any social life at all and my job wasnt horrible, i bitched about it but im gonna miss it ive been doing it for way to long.
for one person id like to say i wish things had played out a bit different but im still content with the outcome....i know its not quite the same to you but im gonna miss you so much.