long update
so schools out and shits pretty ok. nothing to good nothing to bad. i have a new car which died 3 times in the first 2 weeks of having it but it seems ok now. i technically live at my moms now but as of today cuz my rents went to court about me i cant sleep at my dads anymore even if its more convinient. and my dad told my mom about me smoking drinking my tattoo and my dad told my mom i was a pot head which is total bullshit cuz i rarly smoke anymore. a lot of things have fallen through this summer so far. the trip to canada seems to be the only thing thats gonna happen. ive been working as a delivery driver for pizza hut sorta. they hired me as one but since my car died so much they decided to make me a cook. if by the time i get back from my internation voyage im not a full time driver i must quit cuz there is no money in cooking pizzas. i can never turn back after drivng the few times i have. tips are way to good. fuck i hate my mom and my dad and their signifigant others. liek most kids will say oh i hate my parent but i honestly do. i have been puttting up with all of their self serving bullshit for the past 18 years and they wonder why im an asshole who only looks out for numero uno. fuck them. to them im for sale. they can get rid of me or take me in depending on their finanical situation. you know what im worth. 2 grand a month in child support. that number seems to sway thier heads more then the fact that im a human. well i feed myself and i bath myself and i cloth myself and i take care of myself. the only thing i need is a place to sleep at night i dont understand how a roof over my head is worth 2 g's but it is. they will never care about me no matter what they say or how they act and believe me my mother should be on broadwaym she doesnt knwo i see right through it. then they tell me hey lucas you HAVE to sleep here this weekend even tho we are going away for the weekend. fuck them. fuck everybody. i cant wait to get to canada and its still up for debate as to whether i come back or not.