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i refused to update anymore but i feel that i need to bitch a little so here goes...in the past 3 weeks ive managed to have my car break down and be in the garage going on 25 days and then i finally thought i might break even with $$ but then i got in an acciedent in my dads car and it cant be reported to the insurance company so i have massive $$ to pay their and got a ticket so i may lose my license due to the probation period. so im about 2 Gs in the hole and due to insurance ont eh car i cant seem to drive i only make 150ish a month and ive been working like a fucking horse the past couple months to make jack shit and today i get to work a total of 11 hours 7 at one job 4 at another the 4 hours is volunteer where i put up with little kids that are annoying shits then another 8 hours tomorrow...i fucked up my 2 friends relationsship by accident and so they both think im a liar which i am not and one of them hates me now. ive also managed to convince myself that this new awesome person i met is extremely bad luck so now im shying away from her. my computer has a really fucked up virus. i have gone out to do anything in 3 weeks cuz i dont have a car or any free time and my dad was completely sober last night and told me he wanted me out...i didnt do nearly as well as i wanted to on my sats infact i did worse completely sober this time then when iw as stoned and hungover last time i probably wont get into anything but HVCC which isnt all that bad but if i have to go there i have to live here cuz my dad lied about the apartment he was letting me use. ok im done bitching there is plenty more but thats all i care to dish out for now.