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Did you know I used to wake up everyday hoping to die? Spend every car ride hoping I'd crash? Eat every meal hoping I'd be poisoned? Walk by every crooked tree hoping it'd fall on me? Swim into the ocean hoping I'd drown.
It's not a pleasent feeling, being so miserable all the time.
I'm so glad I don't have to deal with that anymore. The other day as I was driving, my car started to shake, and it was the first time since I was little that I was scared to die.
I told you I'd get better.
It's not a pleasent feeling, being so miserable all the time.
I'm so glad I don't have to deal with that anymore. The other day as I was driving, my car started to shake, and it was the first time since I was little that I was scared to die.
I told you I'd get better.