And I Wanna Wake Up With The Rain
Christmas went quite well. I thought it was much better than last year. Everybody ended up happy and jolly and such, hehe. I kind of forgot last Christmas to be honest, it quite distant in my head right now. Present wise, I got clothes mostly, which is cool, but the size they tended to buy me were too big...oh well, I'll try to wear them...I guess. Probably the t-shirts, the pants I may pass on because my pants have fallen off a few times due to them being too big, a little embarrassing, sort of...I actually don't really care, hehe. That night Olivia, Julius and this girl Katrina came over the night.
The next day I went to this birthday party of Katrina's mother. I ended up talking to Katrina the whole time, cause she needs friends and I'm always willing to be friends with people. So for about an hour we talked about are hobbies and random stuff, so I think this weekend I'll call up Jess, Noh, Barb, and maybe Alina so they might become friends of her's. I'm thinking she mostly wants female friends, so I'm gonna have her hang w/ my five closes female friends. We'll just do random stuff probably. After that I went to group. We ended up watching this gay-high-school-coming-out French movie. It was nice, the main character was hot, hehe. Actually, the main character looks like this guy I might meet and hang out with named Anthony. The movie was rather typical...but the plot jumps around too much, still nice though.
That night I talked to Tim as well. It's been awhile, I kind of miss talking to him. Really strange, but he's on vacation right now. Whenever I ask him how his vacation is going, he always jumps to the questions like:
Do you havee boyfriend now?
Is anybody close to being your boyfriend?
I thought you were waiting for me?
And I'm like 'huh?' It's really strange. I'm not really sure if he actually really likes me, although he did tell me he did once, I'm not quite sure about how sincere he was. I like Tim though, he super sweet. It's kind of odd why he doesn't have a boyfriend yet since he seems to be gentleman, good-looking, smart, and funny.... A mystery I guess that I'll end up finding up later on.
Monday and Tuesday I ended up talking to this guy from the Netherlands. Umm...it's really odd. He says sweet a lot, I find it kind of annoying, hehe, not really actually. His name's Art, he has an English accent, I thought it was cool. I haven't really met that many people in real life with English accents, strangely enough. We talked for awhile, and I guess we had a lot in common. He's like a mirror image in interest wise, he's tall too and of course, moi, not the case...hehe, I'm not exactly tall or short actually, I'm about average height. He let me read one of his poems called the "Kiss" and it was so aweesome. Art's a good writer. Here's his poem, very good:
With exceptional grace, and kindered gentleness
his hand embraces mine.
His soft touch sends warmth through me.
Startled by his sudden gesture, I turn to him,
and his eyes lock with mine. With a mysterious gaze
he gleens upon me, sending such deep emotion.
The intensity of his stare brings
fourth a most sovereign feeling....
He leans closer to me, and suddenly
he presses his lips against mine,
and with greatness he exalts his
kiss so magically I can feel him running
through my heated veins, as if he were a
part of me. He projects such love and
valour in his kiss it almost makes me
weep bitterly when he is ever so close to me.
As his kiss grows even more
passionate, my mind utters thoughts of a
so called us. Deep in the heat of his fiery
gift of afffection, he then grasp the back of
my head, and I fall even further into the
depths of this passion...
I am now awakened from this
dreamy kiss but the grace still lingers,
and I feel everything from the very faintest
of my own being to the most awesome
display of utter attraction.
I guess I was the first person to perceive the poem the way he wanted people to perceive it..strange, huh? I think Tim and Art are alike on some dimension, it's quite funny and strange. Well, whatever happens, happens in the future I guess, the only to do now is wait.
The next day I went to this birthday party of Katrina's mother. I ended up talking to Katrina the whole time, cause she needs friends and I'm always willing to be friends with people. So for about an hour we talked about are hobbies and random stuff, so I think this weekend I'll call up Jess, Noh, Barb, and maybe Alina so they might become friends of her's. I'm thinking she mostly wants female friends, so I'm gonna have her hang w/ my five closes female friends. We'll just do random stuff probably. After that I went to group. We ended up watching this gay-high-school-coming-out French movie. It was nice, the main character was hot, hehe. Actually, the main character looks like this guy I might meet and hang out with named Anthony. The movie was rather typical...but the plot jumps around too much, still nice though.
That night I talked to Tim as well. It's been awhile, I kind of miss talking to him. Really strange, but he's on vacation right now. Whenever I ask him how his vacation is going, he always jumps to the questions like:
Do you havee boyfriend now?
Is anybody close to being your boyfriend?
I thought you were waiting for me?
And I'm like 'huh?' It's really strange. I'm not really sure if he actually really likes me, although he did tell me he did once, I'm not quite sure about how sincere he was. I like Tim though, he super sweet. It's kind of odd why he doesn't have a boyfriend yet since he seems to be gentleman, good-looking, smart, and funny.... A mystery I guess that I'll end up finding up later on.
Monday and Tuesday I ended up talking to this guy from the Netherlands. Umm...it's really odd. He says sweet a lot, I find it kind of annoying, hehe, not really actually. His name's Art, he has an English accent, I thought it was cool. I haven't really met that many people in real life with English accents, strangely enough. We talked for awhile, and I guess we had a lot in common. He's like a mirror image in interest wise, he's tall too and of course, moi, not the case...hehe, I'm not exactly tall or short actually, I'm about average height. He let me read one of his poems called the "Kiss" and it was so aweesome. Art's a good writer. Here's his poem, very good:
With exceptional grace, and kindered gentleness
his hand embraces mine.
His soft touch sends warmth through me.
Startled by his sudden gesture, I turn to him,
and his eyes lock with mine. With a mysterious gaze
he gleens upon me, sending such deep emotion.
The intensity of his stare brings
fourth a most sovereign feeling....
He leans closer to me, and suddenly
he presses his lips against mine,
and with greatness he exalts his
kiss so magically I can feel him running
through my heated veins, as if he were a
part of me. He projects such love and
valour in his kiss it almost makes me
weep bitterly when he is ever so close to me.
As his kiss grows even more
passionate, my mind utters thoughts of a
so called us. Deep in the heat of his fiery
gift of afffection, he then grasp the back of
my head, and I fall even further into the
depths of this passion...
I am now awakened from this
dreamy kiss but the grace still lingers,
and I feel everything from the very faintest
of my own being to the most awesome
display of utter attraction.
I guess I was the first person to perceive the poem the way he wanted people to perceive it..strange, huh? I think Tim and Art are alike on some dimension, it's quite funny and strange. Well, whatever happens, happens in the future I guess, the only to do now is wait.