I won't forget the way you loved me

Dec 18, 2004 02:05

"I want all that stupid shit, like letters and sodas....."

lol, lyrics from F*ck and Run by Liz Phair. Honestly, I kind of miss having a boyfriend. It was nice and my past relationships have always been great. My first boyfriend Jake and I would go walk around downtown during the winter sometimes than have hot chocolate and curl up to watch a movie, course that was...well, not really that awhile back, 2 years ago, than Cody came after that. They were both kick@$$ guys and the endings were nice...which odd that they're similar and that's when Jake moved away we broke up and when I moved away, me and Cody broke up. hehe, I nicknamed Jake, 'Blue-Eyes Nice Guy', cuz he totally is nice and he has beautiful blue eyes. Cody I nicknamed 'Surfer Model Dude' lol, not very creative but he was a model and loved the beach ^_^
Good-times-Good-Times ^_^

hmm, anyways this weeks pretty smooth overall. It's finally Christmas Vacation which I can say thank goodness :) It nice to have a break. Monday and Tuesday were kind of the breezy day, just passed by them and don't remember.

Wednesday I went to the M like always. First off, I had to finish an essay so I worked on that while I listened to my cd player. It was fine, eventually Tanzie came to talk to me and she talked about her ex-boyfriend. The two them seem to still have the flames burning, which is so super romantic <3 It sort of funny how they're wrapping up the fight they had. They're using myspace as a communication ground and pretending that neither one of them know each other when they actually do. It's cute :) Afterwards, went back to more writing and Steven eventually comes in with some annoying remark. I don't know what to do with that boy. My problem with him is he's a little insensitive. I pretty much have very little sympathy for him having trouble finding a guy...although I dunno why he's so apt to do so...but yeah, his attitude just bugs me sometimes. Of course regardless of that, I always try to be respectful and well-mannered. A few minutes afterwards, Jessica #1 & #2 and I hung out. It was fun :) We were totally off the wire spontaneously dancing, it was hilarious, lol. hmm, we found an advertisement that shows that Jesus Christ is really Santa Claus disguised, strange, huh? Eventually afterwards, Max came and we went to Starbucks and bought our stuff. Then I left after Jessica 1&2 left.

Thursday was okay. Last day of examination which was nice :) Got my car all fixed up so it's all nice again and I don't worry about it doing something weird, which is ALWAYS nice :) lol. I don't want to all suddenly twirl spontaneously or something of that nature, that would just bite majorly ;_;

Today Friday...or technically yesterday since it's morning, was fine. Hung out with Barbara. It's been awhile :) Before that though I had to drop off my mom to this association party which was really far so it was pretty heavy on the gas ;_; I have to put gas in it pretty soon, so bye-bye dollars again :( Good thing I finished my Christmas shopping, otherwise wouldn't have money to buy anything ^_^; The whole association thing is kind of blah to me....to be honest dad run pass things on me that I don't know about in his meeting and it sort of worry's me. oh well. Then after I picked up mom from that I hung out with Barb. First we went to the Mall and paid a bill than just wandered around. We ended up crossing with Jordan and Eric. That was odd, Jordan gave me a slight wave, hehe, I think he thought I didn't notice him, but I did and I waved back :) I also saw Sheila, it's been so long since I last saw her, but she's as beautiful and nice as ever :) Afterwards we went downtown and ate at this Japanese restaurant called Shigi ^_^ It was good....I got full rather quickly @_@; TJ and Wrestler Jake was there, Jake's funny haha, he's so outspoken, and TJ is smokin as ever, he so looks like a beach boy A&F model boy, plus he's really nice to boot it up ;)lol. Oh yeah, I ended up seeing Jordan again...it's a little odd that we see each other by accident, course this time I shined my pearly whites and waved :P Course he smiled back and waved ^_^ Then afterwards went to the M and ate a cookie with Barb, hehe, it was good. We ended up talking about music and such. Then afterwards went to Pojo's, that was fun :) We played a few arcades and ticket games. Got two candy bars, pixie sticks, air heads (I <3 them), and ....i think that's it. That was fun. Dropped her off then went home. Went into a chat room and this guy told me he saw me at the M today, and I was like, 'wow that's nice.' Course this guy ended up telling me things I really didn't wanna know. He told me I was cute and added in some dirty stuff >.> bleh, I guess you could consider him one of the sex-drone gay guys @_@ Oh well. I had to shower so I told him good-bye after a few more minutes into the conversation. Hook-ups are just not me, don't like it, course if somebody else likes doing that I'm not codeming them, just hopefully they don't try to push it on me cuz I don't want it to be pushed on me. But yeah, those types of guys are kind of blah in my book. Yeah, that was today :) It was interesting.

SIDENOTE: My music composition is going nice. I'm thinking of just programming the first song all the way through. The second song I'll do some accoustics and add in some violin, piano, and guitar playing, of course done by moi, the musical genius, who's not only a musician, an artist, scholar, and athlete.... hahahahaha, just kidding, I think I'm okay with these instruments and such...more like average at best :) lol. My singing abilities okay too, I have a good range ^_^ tee-hee. I think my biggest strength overall is my diversity, during anytime of my life I've never grounded myself to one area, I always tried something new and work hard to improve :)
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