I think I love you, but what am I so afraid of..

[theboibythesea]

...wow, I don't remember the rest of the song or the name of it, lol. Well, Tim pretty much answered my question I wanted to know. It was pretty much about how serious he was about his question to take it to the next level. His reason seemed to make sense...I think. I guess I should trust his answer, shouldn't I? So it seems that he waits for me and thinks about me, or the possibilities of us. Really, I guess he's never really forgotton about me and still think about me, obviously I think about him. Tim sick, so feel kind of bad now. The doctors said that he's pretty badly sick that he probably shouldn't be wandering around. He called on the phone and we talked on really early in the morning today, it was very strange, I didn't think he'd still be awake at such an early time. It was about 6 a.m. He was making fun of my zombic voice. I'm not exactly a morning person, I end up pretty groggy most mornings and takes me awhile to fully wake up. He was like, giggle, giggle, cause I have the tendecy to giggle a lot, obviously, while I'm talking to people on the phone. Sounds girlish, but whatever :P We're on good grounds now, so very happy :)

Other the Tim thing, school's been somewhat of a bummer. I've been spacing out during all my exams ;_; So I'm missing questions, I think I need to sleep more, but yeah, I've been getting 'Bs' instead of 'As' :( I guess I shouldn't totally worry since it's still early in the game. Oh yeah, Frank's gonna take on a ride on his patrol cop car, isn't that totally cool :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D That's going to be awesome, I've never ridden a cop car before, so very exciting ;p Very childish, but I'm just a Kid though, and a life is a nightmare, lol.

I'm never giving up though!!!!!!!! ;)