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so time for a recap....i really can't remember much of the last few weeks but this weekend really sucked. friday, he decides to stop by since he was in the neighborhood. what a fucker... in the end, he ended up apologizing for being a horrible friend for so long. i was feeling pretty ballsy during this whole scene so i got the answers to all the questions i wanted to know. i believe that was the last hoorah for us, i don't consider him a friend and he in turn cannot promise not to be an asshole so there it is.
i decided to call nick after this whole discussion becaue i had decided that i wanted us to be together and i wanted him to move down here after all. this conversation didn't end up happening until sometime saturday evening. the problem with getting back together is that both parties involved have to want it. well in this particular scenario only one person wants it (me) which means that it is not going to happen.
he doesn't feel we should be together and he is not moving back to l.a.
so there you have it folks...he won the war.