i try to be optimistic. it just seems like i ought to be.

[thebluetrain]

i am looking forward to a lot.

i am trying to appreciate each day that i have left before i move. i think i should be doing a lot more.

i am not as proactive as i'd like to be. i want to be more focused and intentional about what i do. i want to volunteer more.

i am not worried about much.

i am not reading as much as i would like to.

i am grateful for wonderful friends and family.

i am trying to spend less money. i am trying to convince myself that i don't need the things i want.

i am dying to get some indian food... in india.

i am romanticizing the future. as always. i am trying to be better at living in the present.