Oct 07, 2007 22:28
I'm writing just to hear my own voice. I want to speak, because for some time I have had nothing to say. I've only felt worry. I have some hope now that my future can be better. I am actually looking forward to working and seeing what I can create with my own two hands and my mind. It is good to have hope. It makes me want to move instead of sit still. I have been fighting depression and stress that has kept me frozen. It is starting to wear off. It's good to not feel lonely, even when you're alone. I am at home in Utah right now visiting my family. I'm not worrying about the specifics of day-to-day. I will cross that bridge when I come to it. One thing at a time.